Sunday, April 11, 2004

random thoughts

- can i do bullets for this post? whatever.

- i want to buy all the times in the world so i can read every single book that i want to read and watch every single movie that i want to watch and sleep 24/7

- why do they say 'happy as clams'? what makes them think that clams are happy? they should be frightened, i mean, we human keep hunting for them, rite?

- i wish i can cook better. my cooking sucks.

- why can't you just mind your own fuckin business, peopleee... goddamnit goddamnit goddamnit!!

- why i'm such a procrastinator? see, i'm doin this ga penting thing instead of washing my dishes and start studyin for friday's final. i haven't even open the textbook since like, 2 weeks ago.

- why oh why do i have to do the dishes??

- i want to watch 24 episode 1,2,3. everyone's talking about it and all i know is that kiefer sutherland's playin'. that's it.

- am thinking about doing co-op, but that means i can't graduate by the end of 2006. but co-op would do me good, they say students who take co-op end up having higher average salary than regular students. and with the experience that i should gain from it, who wouldn't do it? the thing is, doing it means i have to sacrifice another 4 fuckin semester, 16 months for godssake. and graduating by april 2008? gawd... i'll be twentyfuckinthree by then... *goosebumps*

- tuition hikes suck big time.

- dave eggers' influenced me too much. but i like him anyway. his books, i mean.

- going back to point number.. ehm, well somewhere above, my productivity level has been zero these 3 days. all i've done: sleep, online, online, sleep, eat, online, read a book, online, read a book, online, sleep, eat, sleep, online and you get my point.

- what is it with the name lisa and ability to sing? lisa shaw, lisa ono, lisa loeb, should i name my future daughter lisa? who knows she'll have beautiful voice, and i'll be the father of the next big thing... ahahaha.. *ngimpi ga penting*

- freefall is good. freefall is good. this is freefall.

- speaking of freefall, i need to do something extreme. bungee jumping, yeah. been wanting to do that for so long. i did the swing thing from a pole to another during the asiaworks days. twice actually, it1 and it2. hahah, that was helluva fun.

- i need to expand my mp3 list.

- i wanna go back to 1992. go figure.

- why do i sound like a thirteen-year-old??

- i want scott to just fuck himself so i can have the house by myself. ahahaha... ga mungkin yah?

- kangen mully kangen mully kangen mully kangen mully kangen mully kangen mully kangen mully kangen mully kangen mully kangen mully kangen mully kangen mully kangen mully

- where d hell is my calculator? oh, sang hyuck borrowed it. sucker.

- i need to plan my activities for this week, and the week after. and the week after the final over. and what to do when i'm going back to jakarta. maybe bali. and lombok, but i went there last august. will my parents let me go there? with who? n-ah, maybe i'll just stick around in jakarta. should i do an internship? really. want. to. but where? wwf, again? ahaha... ketemu ama orang2 itu lagi...

- i watch too much porn. need to eliminate that one, definitely.

- pursuit of happiness. in the process.. in the process... big deal.

- really. need. to get. a job. can i apply to the library now? should i just wait 'til september. yeah, maybe. they won't let me start working now and just fuck it for two months to go back to jakarta, would they? hmm.. i'm imagining panny and who'snot snearing while studyin and me wanderin around tellin them not to bring any food. haha.

- why on earth is it very hard for me to save up???

- i'm tired. off for now.