i want to
i want to burst into laughter i want to cry out loud i want to scream my lung dead i want to shed my tears to the ground i want to chuckle and giggle my stomach 'til it hurts i want to sing to the silence i want to dance on top of the roof i want to locked myself in i want to hug everyone i want to be alone i want to be in the middle of a crowd i want to bang my head to the wall i want to enjoy and live life to the fullest i want to feel pain and joy and happiness and sorrow and everything that ever happened and i want them to happen to me and i want today to be the saddest day of my life and the happiest day of my life at the same time and i want this to keep on going and going and going without any period but just comas after comas after comas and it keeps on going and going and never ends and going and going