self reflection
you know how i've been. you know how i'm going to react.
cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warmand it's hard not to have regret, you just can't help it. there are so many "i wish" moments that i'm longing.
and all i find are souvenirs from better times
before the gleam of your taillights fading east
to find yourself a better life.
i was searching for some legal documentwhen you can do nothing, what can you do?
as the rain beat down on the hood
when i stumbled upon pictures i tried to forget
and that's how this idea was drilled into my head
cause it's too importanti know this is for our own good. for my own good.
to stay the way it's been
there's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
and now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
and here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
lying awake at night